• Nameless is out in the wild: Nameless.easeness.biz
    • Oh gosh I deployed it, finally after four days of being in the weeds of a profound refactor.
    • This was hard. And took long hours of patience
    • Now building and devving with Vite which is way faster than Webpack
      • Vite doesn't accept CommonJS only ESM
        • NodeJS is founded in CommonJS, so doing Node-y things is hard like fs stuff in the filesystem
    • Found some bugs on mobile, shared with Kyle, gonna fix and regroup
  • Circumcision
    • Elysa brought this up again today
      • She says I don't give her the space she needs around this
        • She is right, I crowd the zone with hell no
      • I get triggered when she is uncertain about this
        • Fear for my baby's well-being if his mother would harm him
        • Fear for my own safety if Elysa would harm her baby
        • Fear for Elysa that she would unwittingly harm herself in the name of dogma
        • And most of all, deep trauma from my own circumcision
          • I would not trim and slice my penis if given a choice
          • My baby has a choice through my volition
          • Hence I will not trim and slice his penis
    • It is pretty fucked up how deeply ingrained this systemic practice of violence against harmless, defenseless infants.
      • We both struggle with it.
      • Elysa doesn't like when I describe the actual act of circumcision: evidence that it is horrifying.
      • I don't like having undergone it without a vote, and I don't like the effect of it.
2021-01-20